I often wonder

[Dreamscape]

Continuing the discussion from Are you dead yet?:

@redwaters

Seeing through the shadows of others’ nonphysicality,
I want a release from what might happen,
into the realm of stability I wish to stay,
however, stuck instead in this place: brutality.

So I think I might just want to
kill my soul and set it free,
let it leave me for all time,
then I can in fact be mine.

In the world of light it is a pure desert of sounds.

I often wonder if I had succeed in one of my attempts on my own life and this is the afterlife. That and I’m stuck in a very bad acid trip. Not that I recall ever doing acid. Just a lingering thought I guess.

[anon62310808]

@Dreamscape

and this is the afterlife

Not afterlife. The best way (or worst way, depends on your standpoint) to do it is disassociate from the main identity and start over another new identity. This is how I dealt with trauma.