These last few months have been terribly bad for me. My health really isn’t good. I am in college and every day is just an extremely though day. I am unsure of how to keep going without bullying myself into working hard. I need some good motivation rather than a just keep on going motivation. I don’t feel I am doing well enough for myself. HELP!!
It depends on how you respond to stress. The moment you get suicidal thoughts you have to stop. But if you suffer from mild psychotic anxiety symptoms then I would just go ahead and check if it does not get worse with a checklist or something. If you suffer from worrying, you can also continue. Even if you are a little bit emotionally unstable then you can also handle it.
But anxiety and worry. You should not give in to that. Otherwise you will not be able to do anything anymore and you will be sitting on the couch all day long.
Take a rest now and then to come to yourself and be aware of the here and now.
A person can have a lot. Even a person with psychosis sensitivity who takes medication is capable of a fair amount.
Make sure you keep an eye on your psychotic symptoms. If you hear a voice once, that is not bad. But if you hear voices several times a day, you have to pay attention and maybe turn to help. The same money with anger, ocd, hallicunations and other mood swings.
Up to a certain level it is feasible.
For me my motivation is based on several things. I tell myself that i want to have my purpose in life to help others financially since I am incapable of helping in any other way so I have to get a job in order to do that although right now I’m not donating cuz I’m very far in student debt and my job doesn’t pay a lot and I’m still on SSI. I mean maybe if and when I get the money I’ll be greedy and just keep it all for myself even after paying off all my debt but for now it makes me feel like doing something. I also tell myself that I want to be able to help my family too and I need a job for that. I also have negative reasons like punishment avoidance for studying. I tell myself that I couldn’t handle being a pariah for the rest of my life if I don’t and that I might in all honesty kill myself if I don’t get a job, because I wouldn’t be able to handle the pain. I think if you align it with whatever you want your purpose to be in life it helps motivate you. I also see a psychologist to talk out my emotional issues and take Meds everyday that suppress the positive symptoms. So I have both positive and negative reasons for pushing myself
Strongly discourage you from considering suicide as an out. There are always options!
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I know I just can’t stop thinking about it but I have no physical attempts
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