the slightest move I make, is recorded.
Hey Om, are you taking medications? Have you talk with your pdoc about this?
Yes, I take. And yes I have talked to my psychiatrist and psychoanalyst
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Allright, take care man. You sounded a bit delusional.
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Some days I am. Not everyday.
Tomorrow I will see my therapist.
I’m gonna tell her all these things
I felt like that when I stopped meds. I had a voice tell me that every move and every step I make is recorded and is against me, bad consequences.
I became catatonic because of this and I was in another country, Germany. I went there bcz I thought I am the next Hitler.
I was completely frozen no motion for minutes. Once I was frozen with a knife in my right hand thinking about stabbing myself.
Next Hitler? How so?
Once I was frozen for half an hour or more.
Standing upright, in the field, my father talking to me, I couldn’t respond or move
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I thought I was Jesus and that jews were trying to kill me so I went to Germany because germans will protect me from them. They will then elect me as a president to rule the world. I was very psychotic. I even called the cops and emailed the FBI many times about this so they protect me but they ignored me so I just went to Germany.
When Abilify effects completely disappeared, I changed my mind and I thought about becoming a psychiatrist so I joined a school in Germany. I stayed 4 months in Germany.
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Yea it happens to me without meds but not more than 20 min, my parents were yelling at me but I didn’t respond.
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When I was psychotic I decided to look for cameras and microphones in every little spot of my home… Funny story. I ended up breaking some lamps (which were hard to check) looking for microphones.
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Not that it mattered to calm my delusions. They were at the moment about Aliens that had infiltrated the human society (“They Live” kinda thing) and all my thoughts were beeing broadcasted.
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I was looking for cameras in my house in the past. But now I believe they’re tiny, or even invisible, and impossible to be detected
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I really feel for you man. I think we have a lot in common.
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The world is scary and life is scary. Times right now are scary.
I definitely believe in aliens. I heard legit stories from family members. I even have memories of shaking hands with a grey in a past life and a hundred other stories.
I thought I was John Titor (world’s first or most famous time traveler even though no-one pays attention to me or heard of him apparently when I bring him up). I thought I was a CIA Mk-Ultra Monarch victim, Montauk Boy, and Illuminati slave.
I have more delusions but I get exhausted repeating myself to deaf ears.
I thought I was the Anti-Christ back in 2015/2016 because of my extreme psychosis, fear, paranoia, and delusions. Even had some UFOs visit and talk to me or re-abduct me.
I’ve constantly read the whole alien targeting thing is a mult-generation family thing. My grandfather and uncle have seen UFOs while in the woods several times as well as their friends.
I guess I was a super soldier and in the secret space program that makes NASA look like a joke lol!
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I think that’s enough for now.
My butt is the part of me that gets frozen.
Good luck with your appointment Om…
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