In another forum, when I see that posters are tearing down an easy target I’ll want to send a deliberately restrained response that tries to sound reasonable. I think I do it just be a contrarian. Oh look at me I’m so special and civilized when the rest of you are only after gratuitous justice. Then, in probably the next topic, I may post mischievous banter while everyone is in deep discussion. And I only realize it after it’s done, not before I do it. Why I’m like this is that I probably don’t know how to act in a real situation. Is this relatable?
This is an ordinary example just to illustrate, my choice of appearance and how I behave often follows this policy if it doesn’t conflict with my fears. One day in my dreams a president will give me a bravery medal.