I miss Sarah

I miss Sarah she has retreated with Alien because of meds. Meds have turned me into a shadow of my former self. They’ve helped me but I don’t know who I am anymore. Maybe I miss the drama at least i was more… Oh man I’m just … Being unreasonable I suppose. Sometimes I wish I could stop my meds to discover the real me. I feel like a liar. But if I stop meds then all hell will break loose.

Sigh…anyone feel the same way?

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Meds will show you “the real you”. Off meds you will only see the disease.

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So the real me is sza?

The real you isn’t sza. That’s what I’m saying. When you take meds, the sza fades and you see more of yourself.

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I do not want to ever go off my meds. I’m more myself when I’m medicated. Without meds, I’m just a crazy person.

Oops I missed the no so I thought you said no meds will show you the real you

But on meds I have no passion. That’s not me. I feel like a robot just existing.

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Were broken

But on meds we can be less broken

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