I don’t know about you but I hate my hallucinations. Maybe it is because mine make me think I’m being spied on, or going to be murdered, or people around me are going to attack me or they start yelling at me when I sleep to keep me up. Maybe yours are better. Personally I think it would be awesome to be a normie and deal with just normie problems. There were some times when I would miss them a little but that goes away when they come back and start trying to terrorize me.
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Although on second thought maybe the delusions that they things they said would actually happen are what is worse.
@witch
I think most have missed our hallucinations/delusions at one point. For me it was horrible because they were a part of me forever. I grew up with them. I learned to live with them, knew them, knew their stories. I guess even after all this time I still haven’t accepted my diagnosis - I always thought of all p diagnosis it would be more multiple personality because there were so many different spirits I had contact with, but they never possessed me so the pdocs wouldn’t accept they were real.
@cbbrown
Have you talked to your pdoc about you being med resistant? After trying so many different meds, that is what I am officially now - my symptoms are stubborn and persistent and I am chemically med-resistant which basically means I have to be a super high doses that just knock me out to get any relief of symptoms.
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Yes it feels like you’ve lost lots of friends!! They all had their own personalities and felt like a comfort. Even if they weren’t nice ones it’s still difficult getting used to them not being around anymore
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@mjgh06 yeah that’s why i was on the highest dose of latuda allowed and still on haldol 25mgs. i know i frustrate my doctors
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