I make all the wrong choices

I’m closing this, as it is very triggering. Please seek help. We have resources, please use them, there are international options.

If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.

You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.

International suicide hotlines:

Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:

https://www.thetrevorproject.org

More resources:

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