Like I don’t know why I thought I was different people but common sense or reality says I’m not. I even thought I was a fictional tv show character. How stupid is that? I mean I get thoughts or pictures in my head and think stupid things and then share them here online. I probably come off as disturbed, cringey, and insecure, or even crazy. I’m not really insane, but it’s a self-defense mechanism similar to how someone laughs at you when you insult them or critize them.
I’m deeply affected by YouTube’s algorithms and feel like they’re sending me messages lol…I mean I watch(ed) a lot of tv show and movie trailers. I even thought I met Philip K Dick in a parallel universe and wrote one of his books and disclosed the matrix to everybody. How worse can this be or get?