I was supposed to be in my sister in laws wedding in June but I felt the need to bow out, because I am needing shoulder surgery, and possible removal of my pancreas.
I’m very upset because I feel like my physical and mental health is getting in the way of my having a normalish life. Does this happen to you? I’m at the point where I can’t tolerate myself and want to die to get this over with. I’m not suicidal but I feel so sad and broken hearted right now.
Can you understand my sadness or am I being drama?
I can definitely understand. I havent had to deal with many major surgeries luckily or bad physical health but my mental health gets in thr way of my normal life and i get really upset about that!
I can understand your sadness. You must be very disappointed with yourself. I am disappointed with myself, too, but not to the extent you did. I just hope that you get the best treatment and modern medical technology can alleviate you suffering. Hang in there!
i can understand it… things can get rough but don’t forget they will get better later. I was really down for a long time but over time i got a bit better again. I’m still not functional but i do feel better.
Very much so. I have a degenerative condition. I had to move back to Korea, lose all my friends, be at home in complete isolation, and cope with very severe PTSD. I was able to walk straight but now my gait has changed drastically. I require assistance constantly.
I hear you. Physical illness isn’t easy…I’ve been there.