I’m feeling very paranoid and my mood is low

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We just recently stopped paliperidone cause of very high prolactin and allergic reaction.

I was due my paliperidone jab on the 18th of December but I didn’t have it. Instead we switched to 10mg pill form of aripiprazole.

Yesterday I got the aripiprazole injection 400mg. And for two weeks I’m to continue the 10mg pills.

However I feel paranoid. I’m really scared my partner is going to kill me. I sent him to his parents house on New Year’s Day for the night

It’s weekend now and my nurse is not in until Monday. I am feeling so paranoid.

Do you think I will be murdered ?

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My partner is back here now with me and I don’t know what to do. I havnt told him my thoughts because he might kill me for sure.

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I am trying to distract myself but I don’t feel good at all.

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My mum and sister are just down the road but if your gonna be murdered you are gonna be murdered.

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It is understandable that when we are unhappy, thoughts of death get into our heads. So I would focus on what’s making you unhappy and then you won’t worry so much about being murdered.

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Hang in there till Monday
Hope you feel better and get it sorted soon

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I’ll try hang in.

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You’re definitely not going to be harmed. It’s just paranoia kicking in. I hope the abilify injection starts to work soon.

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Your partner won’t kill you. He’s with you because he cares about you. He doesn’t want any harm to come to you.

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I think it’s paranoia too. Don’t let it get to you.
I get this kind of paranoia but mine is so strong I dont even want to be with a man.

I wonder if aps can do this to us. It was never like this before for me.

But I think you’re fine.

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