I’m feeling very paranoid and my mood is low

We just recently stopped paliperidone cause of very high prolactin and allergic reaction.

I was due my paliperidone jab on the 18th of December but I didn’t have it. Instead we switched to 10mg pill form of aripiprazole.

Yesterday I got the aripiprazole injection 400mg. And for two weeks I’m to continue the 10mg pills.

However I feel paranoid. I’m really scared my partner is going to kill me. I sent him to his parents house on New Year’s Day for the night

It’s weekend now and my nurse is not in until Monday. I am feeling so paranoid.

Do you think I will be murdered ?

My partner is back here now with me and I don’t know what to do. I havnt told him my thoughts because he might kill me for sure.

I am trying to distract myself but I don’t feel good at all.

My mum and sister are just down the road but if your gonna be murdered you are gonna be murdered.

It is understandable that when we are unhappy, thoughts of death get into our heads. So I would focus on what’s making you unhappy and then you won’t worry so much about being murdered.

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Hang in there till Monday
Hope you feel better and get it sorted soon

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I’ll try hang in.

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You’re definitely not going to be harmed. It’s just paranoia kicking in. I hope the abilify injection starts to work soon.

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Your partner won’t kill you. He’s with you because he cares about you. He doesn’t want any harm to come to you.

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I think it’s paranoia too. Don’t let it get to you.
I get this kind of paranoia but mine is so strong I dont even want to be with a man.

I wonder if aps can do this to us. It was never like this before for me.

But I think you’re fine.

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