I actually really like this site. . Why would I want to be a drug dealer? A pimp? Sell cigarettes? Exploit people? I think selling people protein powder and vitamin tablets etc is a pretty good way to make a living. , living well, getting confidence from improving themselves is always very enjoyable. Obviously the awkward/funny/irreverent threads and posts are often entertaining and provide heaps of laughs.
However, I don’t want to live as one of those scared weak people who have no principles. No morals. No sense of decency. No consideration of right, wrong, behaving in a generally appropriate/dignified way etc. I want to be one of those people that when I die the truth is I never behaved like that. I never harmed a kid. Never abused a woman. Never racially abused people for fun and thought I was doing something funny, clever, or in any way acceptable. Never hurt anyone that didn’t have it coming. I’m obviously far from perfect. I have made racist remarks in the past. I am not going to make excuses and say I was young or whatever. Racism is wrong and when I made those types of remarks myself or didn’t speak up when others did that was a failure in me. But I want to change. I want to do my best to live by some standards of decency. I want to try and carry myself in a more dignified way. We can say it’s the internet and it’s no big deal. It’s an internet forum so who cares. I use my real most of the time online. I think that is in part because I want to hold myself publicly accountable for my public behaviour. Whether people understand this yet or not the internet is a public place. It is where now, and in the future, much public discussion/communication etc is/will take place. So I have to say phuck this site and all the racists on here.
I’m not a boring guy though so it is only fitting I go out in at least a mildly exciting/spectacular way. So tell me, how should I immolate in this thread? Porn? Give me some ideas. This will be my banned thread.