Due to being hurt. I guess I never finished the healing process.
I don’t have any friends either really. It’s difficult to pin point the reason.
I stay away from everyone, have good reason to, Makes for a horrid life though and can drive you to insanity if you need to talk and no one to talk to.
Take care of your emotional need may help. For example, listen to your favorite songs, enjoy your favorite meals, etc. I think the healing is a long process.
I’ve always been a loner and never had a good best friend in my whole life.
I had plenty of “friends” in my past that were not true friends. They usually betrayed me and/or used me.
I got tired of that so I’m just trying to be good to myself and to the nice/kind people on this forum.