I could never figure out why remote towns and villages were excluded from Facebook? They have their own facebook it seems, not part of the United States database. Because I used facebook here to search for him years ago. And it wasn’t until a friend of mine who was working in his country searched for him and came up with him and his grandma. I was sooo amazed, happy, tears of joy. Only picture I had of him prior was a 12 years old baby pic. I’d look at him every time I opened my wallet When I saw his updated picture, I could tell it was him instantly by his hair, his skin, his nose, just a handsome son.
When the illness struck me 12 years ago. I was incapable, non functioning, for years I knew I had a son, but I couldn’t do anything. Now 12 years later I am in recovery. Capable. Functioning. I have a destiny to meet my son in person. I just do not know where to begin what I have to say to him. You think I should apologize? What do I say to him? Its been one arduous journey. I cried my heart out earlier, as all the felt pain and suffering SZA caused over the years came full circle… life brought me to this new moment.