I feel like I’m a broken record sometimes and I give people bad influences like me talking about quitting meds and wanting to go manic I hope and pray I haven’t ever gave people bad ideas
If I ever gave anybody bad ideas I’m very very sorry 
Remember I’m a person suffering from a mental illness I don’t always make the right decisions at times
I think my anxiety is coming back slowly
I’m the worst f*cking useless member
My mood has been crashing alot recently I hate this feeling luckily I’m seeing my pdoc next week
You’re not dude.
Are U still cutting back on benzos ? Did you talk to your pdoc ?
Take care of yourself man, Ive always liked your posts.
I’ve changed my mind on quitting clonazapam it’s a bad idea I thought I was gonna have a heart attack yesterday it was scary I took the med and my heart rate felt like it was lowering
But take This as a example of why you shouldn’t take my ideas seriously
That’s what happened to me when I quit my meds.
Talk to a doctor.
I try to do as many essays and try to be the most positive uplifting person and the essays are basically me trying to convince myself I’m atleast somewhat smart
I have major self esteem problems
And tbh anybody could make those essays in a hour like I did I just research and turn it into my own words it doesn’t take long to do just look for subspecies and learn about them write it down learn about the population ect
Wait… so stoping meds can cause problems with your heart? I sometimes have chest pains and worry about my heart.
Idk i already have cardiomyopathy and Afib so idk I think my racing heart was due to anxiety
I took my anxiety meds i feel calmer however I am a bad influence on people if everybody stopped there meds we would have a major issue and if everyone with sza stopped there mood stabilizers they would end up in the hospital I was gonna quit my other meds and stay on my heart meds however I do have severe issues and need them
I’m in the same boat …kinda. I really want to try to stop my meds because I’m still extremely delusional on max doses but it might not be a good idea.
Unusual comments usually indicate unusual serotonin and dopamine balance.you don t have to apology for anything.we are sick and constitutions are allowed to be to us being sick.but you have to do with your medicine regime.it look like its not working well.by the way you are valuable member of this forum as anybody else.take care
I actually feel better now I am doing better I just have to continue my anxiety meds unfortunately but it could be a lot worse
And now I’m happy and feel good I was having difficulty concentrating didn’t think it was the clonazapam it clearly helps alot
I always like reading what you write on this forum. Quitting benzos can be scary and def should be done with your doctor’s guidance. I quit lorazepam about 6 weeks ago and it was terrible. Everybody just about talks about going off different meds on this site, it’s not just you. You’re a valued member of this community!
Yeah next week I think I’m gonna talk to my pdoc about slowly tapering off not going too much too fast idk I’m not a doctor thus I don’t have any medical training and I felt it help my mood in a half hour and I’m able to watch fishing tip videos on better ways to catch fish truthfully I couldn’t focus to even follow it’s too bad I can’t do archery for another month and a half due to surgery recovery
What kind of bow do you use? I have a PSE Heritage recurve that i practice with. It’s about 15 years old but it’s a nice kit. I tried using a compound bow before but it felt too much like cheating! I enjoy the bare bones feel of intuitive shooting over using sights…
Bowtech solution SS very good bow but I’m looking into recurve for more of a challenge I’m planning on doing the winter indoor competition I love the competitive nature of archery