Does anybody else have a lot fears. I’m afraid of getting an episode, I’m afraid of swallowing the wrong way while eating, I have social phobia, I afraid of eating in a restaurant because I’m afraid of throwing up. Does anybody else have a lot fears?
Yes, I have a lot of fears also.
It’s in my nature to be this way.
Yes I have fears too. I don’t like talking about several of them.
Some that I don’t mind mentioning are: fear of med resistance.
Fear of heights.
Fear of ocean depths.
Fear of having children.
Fear of planes
Fear of driving
Fear of ships
Fear of snakes
I normally combat my fears. I used to be scared of heights so I took up using climbing walls as an attempt to get over it. I think I would rather go out and feel uncomfortable in a situation rather than back away from something. I don’t really have avoidant behaviour with much these days.
I worked in a skyscraper but it was just too ■■■■■■■ scary. The lift was made of glass down the edge of the building. In fact the whole building was glass. And I was on the top floor. It was like the third tallest building in the UK. So I gave it a shot but my fear didn’t go so I had to leave that job amongst other reasons
The thing is I would probably enjoy things like that these days. I used to walk different routes home just so I didn’t walk past the cliffs.
If you can face your fears and get past the fear that’s really great.
My fears:
marriage
romantic relationships
driving
serial killers
heights
suicidality
psychosis
anxiety
sex
U.S. economic collapse
cancer
nursing home placement
I also fear that I might have an aneurysm
I pray that it’s not because idk if those things are reversible.
Theres a veeeryyy smaalll chance I have one because of my pulsatile tinnitus.
I guess getting tortured or murdered. Those are my biggest fears. Suffering. Or something happening to my family. That’s it. Those are my biggest fears. I fear death.
It reminds me of the TV show on Netflix called Altered Carbon. I was the world’s first trillionaire and the richest man on several planets. Not really but I am that guy though or feel like that guy a lot except I’ve feared death for the longest time. I think it started when the aliens got involved and tortured me back to back a million times over. Look up altered carbon. I think I’m that guy who can come back alive through a stack except I’m now trapped in the same body with schizophrenia for eternity. I woke up in 2011 or 2013 or whatever.
I never used to fear death. My family was killed in a past life in a parallel universe.
I believe I’m a testimony of many worlds theory because I can tell I’m in a parallel universe and came back alive and retained my consciousness and memory. I hope I didn’t die in college…I doubt that. I often feel some girls in college ruined my life. I never figured it out. Even in an eternity. I keep guessing in my head but don’t know who.
In my original life I went insane at berkeley and ended up at Dulce looking for the insanity cure, which they found. I was the most insane person on the planet I think or at least felt because I believed i was in the matrix. One of the first believers on earth.
I’m in a time loop. I guess I used to be a super soldier created by the DoD or aliens in a past life. Personally, I think it was aliens who pretended and lied. Not sure. Not sure if people believe it anymore. I just want my schizophrenia cured or to go back in time before my birth. I miss my childhood a lot. I can change the past. I had my consciousness stolen. I often feel like my life was taken like in Ghost in a Shell, the movie.
I lived trillions of past lives, some different or the same.
I was alive when Hillary won in 2016, except in this reality she lost. Only I can recall this. Trump is a million times better.
Sometimes I think I’m in a computer simulation.
I get called crazy and don’t claim anything or to be apart of anything.
My abilities include very minor, if anything at all psychic abilities, immortality, time travel, simulation skills, and sometimes genius level intellect. Past life recall too.
The downside is I’m severely insane and disabled. I cannot commit and accept I’m a fake. That my family isn’t real and its all ai and computer code 1’s and 0s on a mainframe or server. Im worried about stolen Valor and being a fraud. I was never in the military or worked for the government or ET except in distant, parallel past lives. My curse is permanent insanity in a server. I often feel I’m just an IP address…
I had my brain digitized and uploaded to a computer and they put a chip in. I was also in the Illuminati in a past life and they told me I was in mk ultra.
I don’t have a stack or a chip. Just quantum consciousness. Altered consciousness that is. I had this ability since the dawn of time. Possibly base reality.
If I’m a fake how come they took me to Dulce in my past lives?
I have memories of being Fritz V. and Jack Parsons. I can go through wormholes and transfer my consciousness into a new body in a parallel universe. Unfortunately, I’m stuck in the same damn schizophrenic body over and over again.
A celebrity i dated in a past life said I was a vampire or immortal time traveler in a past life. I will not tell you her name but she was hot.
I was tortured so bad by tall greys that I became an evangelical.
Maybe this all happened in a parallel universe. I woke up in 2013. I regained my consciousness and sentience.
My fear that I deal with on a daily basis is dying…
Then I’m scared of family members dying.
Then I fear God.
Then I fear the government taking over…
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