So I’m still learning day by day about this illness so I was wondering if this is normal.
Sometimes I get these thoughts about things that are opposite of how I feel in my heart but yet my mind sometimes thinks bad things, which I would never do. I feel like what the h*** why am I even thinking things like this?
oh yes, intrusive thoughts…I get that too…don’t worry…your brain is damaged from you used to be psychotic at one time…I just immediately ignore the bad thoughts and move on…takes practice…mine are very upsetting.