The other day my cousin wound up in the ICU. She attempted suicide. She is still unresponsive. She gets an MRI tomorrow to see what’s going on. I am pretty heartbroken about how it went down.
I also hate that I feel this way but I do, my family never has seen me during my attempt or been to visit me the 15+ times I’ve been hospitalized. I know this situation is far more extreme but I can’t lie, I’m in my emotions about it all. I need to talk to a therapist about how I can possibly reframe it or feel better about it or just walk away.
I understand family not visiting after attempts. My mom didn’t show up even when I was a teen in icu. She was on vacation and finished it before coming to see me.