I keep thinking it’s the devil. But that is a really old fashioned belief. My parents and everyone I know believe I have schizophrenia. The reason I believe it’s the devil is that I found writing around my house that was evil that seems like it was written by an evil source. I destroyed all the writing so I as never able to show it to anyone. I wish I had shown it to someone so maybe someone would believe me, but everyone believes I hallucinated the writing. The voice in my head has been telling me I’m going to hell my whole life. I even remember it talking to me when I was 5 years old. When I was 5 years old, it asked me “how would you like to go to hell.”
I try telling my mom that the devil is real, but she thinks that the devil is just a story made up to scare people or something like that.