I hate not having eney control over my schizophrenia symptoms

I hate not being able to stop my symptoms the ones that are bugging me are thoughts that I get scar me I also hate the loud voices that I hear making deth threats to me if I dont listen and do what thay say I fill so i

That sounds really hard. I know we all wish we were different. Does it help to listen to music? Or even to try meditation? How long have you been dealing with this?