So I am prone to OCD related oculogyric crisis when my voices get noisy. It can trigger a compulsive eye roll, with my eyes flicking upwards, hindering driving and functioning. While in psychosis some of my voices would claim to be friends and family. They argue with my other voices and sometimes appear to intentionally trigger my eye rolling with this.
So I went to a lovely restaurant with a friend tonight who one of my voices claims to be. It was a delightful evening but afterwards on the way home my voices started up again . sigh It’s so distressing thinking your loved ones hear your thoughts and judge you.
It’s better on medication, but upsetting none the less. Used to distress me so much when my voices were loud and unavoidable.