The ‘ex’ appeared out of the blue in my neighbourhood.
And when I told him to leave me alone cos he pressured me into giving him money. (And called me derogatory things,) He said that’s bs and started getting angry.
It made me really unsettled. Like really.
To the point that I unlocked him on WhatsApp and said to him. Are you OK?
He said we never had proper closure.
So i said OK let’s go for a walk.
So then we went for a walk and he insisted and insisted that we go to his place.
I said no but he would not stop insisting.
He said look i will just show you something from my house outside.
So i said OK.
But then he insisted on sex inside the house.
I feared how he won’t leave me alone in life until I give him his ‘closure’ so I went in his house. I said with clothes on he said OK.
But then he started taking my clothes off. :’((
So we had horrible sex.
Then after he asked me if I enjoyed it eventhough I had warned him I’m asexual. He was like can’t you help me out. Do you not care about me.!!!
I told him it was painful at times and sometimes nice idk why on earth I lied :(((
What is his problem. I’ve told him by email to leave me alone before all this. With an explanation. My mum has warned him with the police.
Still he comes to me and our house. Again. His excuse is we didn’t have proper closure. Ie something that includes sex.
I feel SO DISGUSTING.
AND LIKE I BETRAYED MY TRUE SELF.
BUT I FELT IT WAS THE only way he’d finally leave me alone for good :’(