Oh do I relate to nightmares. I have chronic nightmares. Had some last night. Had dreams about my letter writers writing horrible letters of recommendation (I applied to six Ph.D. programs yesterday) and then dreamt about almost winning a race wearing a suit of armor when the armor fell off on the last lap. I interpret that as the competition to get into graduate school whilst on medication and the idea of the meds failing me (they’re the armor).
I feel your pain, I’m not being false, I deal with nightmares every ■■■■■■■ morning.
Well I woke up at 12:20 after turning my alarm off at 930 so that’s ■■■■■■ my day up. I missed the gym so I will just study all day and then go for a 5k in my neighborhood tonight. I have to memorize two study guides, finish my reading, tend to two more applications and also prepare for a research symposium tomorrow.
Oh such fun. I would like my morning Geodon to kick in about now so I can just get to work.
Well to be honest this morning is going relatively well, I slept in but that just means that my body and brain needed it. I am feeling less gastric reflux this morning. I switched brands of my morning cigarette I have with my coffee. I bought a pack of perique American spirits instead of Marlboro. It’s additive free and well if you smoke it’s best to smoke the all natural cigs.
I’m just sitting in my armchair charging my phone waiting for Geodon to kick in. I can tell when it hasn’t kicked in. Then it’s straight to studying, then once it has all been learned, it’s gonna be a nice 35 minute run.