I’m a total skeptic myself. I don’t believe in UFO’s, ghosts, Big Foot, psychics, reincarnation or any of the supernatural; I’ve seen all of them debunked too many times. It does make you wonder though when otherwise intelligent people believe in those things; people far more intelligent and worldly than me.
I’ve had several experiences where if other people have them too I could see them mistaking it for the supernatural.
This has happened to me 7 or 8 times in my life: I’m laying in my bed and I think I’m awake and I feel a presence in the room. I can either hear or sense someone’s in the room with me. Sometimes I feel like someone is grabbing my leg or coming towards me. I get what could be called sleep paralysis or I freeze up and I’m scared shitless. I feel this person wants to hurt me. I would swear I’m awake. Well, in reality, I’m half asleep and no one is touching me, no one else is in the room. For about two minutes I lay there getting over the scared feeling.
This has happened over the years. A couple of times it was the devil or a demon, sometimes I feel someone is attacking me in my sleep. I could see that if people had similar experiences they could chalk it up to being something supernatural. Weird.
Yes feels real. But I think with insight into my delusions I can also differentiate that semi dream world. Maybe it’s just the mind and body processing bad emotions
I own a book about this topic. I actually haven’t read it yet lol but it’s about the supernatural behind every day phenomenon like sleep paralysis. Some people believe in it, and I have some of that thinking myself as it aligns with my religion, but it feeds into my psychosis at times so I’ve learned when I put it down.
I thought delusionally a presence was following me up the staris from the basement last night. I psychotically and verbally told it to F off. Its all delusional I know but instead of being scared I become pissed off now.
I used to be an atheist and materialist despite growing up in an evangelical household. I had normal to above average intelligence before I got sick.
Schizophrenia feels like a curse to me. It changed my thinking. I believe in different things now and experienced weird stuff while sleeping. I’ve seen UFOs before and had visions or delusions of reincarnation and aliens among other things.