I’m sorry you’re struggling. It’s worth it to get rid of such a harmful habit. You may need a meds adjustment if I read that article correctly. It seems that the nicotine has been helping with your sz somehow. Now without it you may need a little more meds to feel right. Please talk to you pdoc and see what he/she has to say. But congratulations on kicking the habit, wish I could.
Can you get the wellbutrine. Lots of post in the past say people with MI can get worse trying to stop smoking.
It is supposed to help a lot.
Can you get the nicotine gum?use the gum a little to ease the delusion?
(Yes the gum is nasty, if you were wondering.) You could continue to wean yourself off of the nicotine slower this way, maybe? What do you think?