I vape nicotine 24/7, it helps me pass time.
I don’t recommend playing chemist, but maybe you’re left no alternatives. You write a lot on the forum, maybe you can put something literary together? You can blog your findings or conjure a story about a guy in your situation who takes a calculated risk to change his life.
I read a book in college Electroboy about an art dealer with bipolar mania. Or watch The Intouchables, a film about a quadriplegic who hires a caretaker. Maybe it’s your fate to be stuck in bed but that same fate definitely isn’t stuck. Life’s giving you lemons, MAKE LEMONADE, AZIZ!
Its a French movie, I watched it in French years ago, I liked it.
you have a good attitude, why many root for you.
Your living in the greatest country in the world. That’s like winning the lottery right there
I would definitely go back to abilify. That kind of weight gain will kill you.