I have tried many hobbies. Most artistic but now i realise i cant do much of that stuff anymore because of my low attention span. I feel so down. I feel as though no one will want me. And i feel as if i have nothing to live for.
I have so much creative stuff for this fantasy self that i had. Now i feel lost because i dont actually enjoy it. In fact it makes me depressed looking at it.
I have sza and I have a husband who loves me. You are worthy of love. Don’t give up. Are you allowed to take an antidepressant? You should ask your pdoc if you can. It might help you enjoy things again
Do you work? Working and getting a paycheck should be everyones first and most important prioity imo. Many people work so so so so much and dont even think about hobbies. If your on some sort of assistance keep trying new things and get motivated. Dont force yourself to do anything you do not want to also.
Life is sort of meaningless but its fun and it is a blast at times. Everything matters in life. At the same time its okay to get the shoetest straw or fail. Its okay to be average its okay to be normal. All good take it easy stay positive and enjoy
Those talented people didn’t start out like you see them now. I guarantee they all sucked profoundly until they had enough experience to turn the tide. That’s just how it goes - it takes time to build mastery with anything and every failure is a step forward.