Whenever I am outside making social life I feel like the less cool of the people I am with. It´s not social anxiety, more like a feeling of “uncoolness”.
Cognitive and negative syntoms, weight gain, social incompetency, anhedonia…
This would be mostly the reason why I mostly prefer to spend my time alone, but you need to start somewhere if you want to acclimate yourself to social situations…
I’ve done so many cool things that I’ve built up a surplus. I’ve done so many cool things that I can be lame for the rest of my life and still be cool.
I feel totally nerdy and uncool. I’ve always been my whole life. I’ve done an awful lot of really cool things. That doesn’t make me cool though. I’m too eccentric and isolative to be cool.