I felt like that for years, not with supplements, but with medications. It took 6 years to find Vraylar and now I’m thinking about getting off and trying Clozaril. Maybe it will take a few more years for the doctors to realize I need ADHD medications again.
Yes, I have a severe mental illness. I’m in a casual loop/time loop with schizophrenia starting in my early 20s. With mine and everyone’s mind being wiped. I guess I can remember a little bit more than the average person. It’s my personal hell. I don’t want to go back. I want to live! (as Richard Alpert from Lost said haha).
Some people refuse to believe in supernatural/paranormal abilities in certain individuals. They get mad and offensive. It’s typical. At least I haven’t received any death threats yet in this life, although I had a close call in 2015.
Sorry for the rambling and going off topic. Maybe I’m trying to convince people I’m the real deal. I guess it’s called eternal recurrence/eternal return that is everything repeats indefinitely again and again forever. It’s hell for people like me.