work would drain me too…sorry you have to do that…I can’t work…can’t. tried many times…failed and became suicidal because I failed…over and over…maybe buy yourself some flowers to cheer you up.
I do relate to this i’m not working but I need to practice to get better with stuff I wan’t to be better at, yet I don’t feel motivation to do it, and that makes me feel like my brain is just a bunch of crap, but I keep going on anyways. btw I like your We Baby Bears avatar looks so cute lol.
what do you need more than that? you can work and thats a good thing and thats means you have good motivation to be able to work. we schizophrenic have low motivation because of our disease and atypical antipsychotics alleviate this symptom. dont go hard on yourself
I think I agree with you. Hopefully with time, I can stop it from sucking my energy at points, and instead I thrive more.
I know I’ve said it before, but me being unfit imo… It does make the job sort of draining as I’m dragging my body weight around, cleaning a LOT of stuff, especially on Saturdays double shift.
But I have no choice, I really need to save money atm.
And working makes me independent and contribute to society in the sense of taxes. Since I’m able to.
At least you’re working mate. A lot of us don’t feel able to do that.
Ive been struggling with cooking and cleaning the last week or so. It just seems futile.