depressed again. I was depressed and sad that my father, mother, son, and brother were all dead and that my sister had to fight cancer and neurofibromatosis several times. Which is all true. (N.F. is a disease where you have spontaneous tumor growths throughout your body and sometimes they are cancerous and sometimes they are not). Anyway, my sister and I, in my dream, were crying on each other’s shoulders, sad about her cancer.
When I was asleep, I thought I was awake and depressed again. And I was sad about being depressed. When I woke up and was not depressed, I was so relieved. But, now, I’m afraid that the dream was an omen for the future. Meaning, I’m soon going to be depressed again.