I dream of deity

I am having profound dreams that I’m the latest incarnation of God. In the dream I’m warned it’s blasphemy to deny it. So many of us have this delusion that I doubt it. And I simply don’t feel like I’m it. Do you have this delusion? I’ve had it since I was three years old!

We can realize our identity by other people. I had a doctor who revealed I’m gay to me without saying a word. I don’t like to think about it, I choose celibacy. Signed: confused and lonely :pleading_face:.

I consider myself schizobuddha sometimes. Lol


Only you know if you are gay or not. Not some doctor!

I also choose celibacy. I don’t want children, I don’t want to pass on this hellish disease.


I had a girlfriend once who would never believe I’m gay, not that I told her.

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So you had a gf?? Haha!

No one ever wants to be gay. It took thirty years to accept it enough to love myself and get along well with gay people but I grew up straight and I’m still conflicted. It’s not a matter of not liking a group of people, I swear it’s not.

Society can be hard. Especially if you grow up in certain parts of the world.

Gay, Bi or whatever. It’s nobody’s business who you choose to be!

Good that you have accepted yourself and love yourself. Fu-ck everyone else!!!

I think it needed to be said even if the thread is closed. I wrote it as it appears in my mind-- as nonsense. I just don’t make sense and I’m still effective.

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