I dont want to live

DX'd - Other
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Neither i can be happy nor i can have any relationships …its better to die… what makes u live …isnt thia life curel …damaged has already caused …

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I know sth for sure, at least until you are live everything can be, not will be, fixed. You should make this possibility a reality, I know how hard and painful this is but it can be fixed. Life has many things to offer, don’t go out of this world poor, be rich✌

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Now you are depressed, see your doc asap.

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You do want to live and you will live

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You could just walk… ignore the delusions and go take a stroll through the mall. (Would be a crazy notion back in the days - RED ALERT crazy), but after a while, you realize thinking about the people having their lunch at the restaurants nearby have no idea who you are or what your going through - they just living their non magical non secret society life the way they’re use to.

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Been facing a lot of responsibility lately, but I always ignore them - don’the want to do any of them, would rather just chill in my room and do the everyday stuff I use to do to avoid the schizo reality outside. But sometimes staying indoors everyday messes up you mental state even more… maybe that’s why your feel the way you feel right now.

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hold on… I hope its gonna be better soon

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i am struggling every possible way …thanks anyways …!!!

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I think you need to change your mindset about this particular illness?

You realize what paralyzed people have to live with? - people who are alone and have nobody?

At least you have family - your illness is manageable - you just need to look at glass half full =)

You realize some of us are worse than others? Are you talking to yourself in public?
Just take it easy and try to find the right med combo

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Don’t listen to the comment above, she’s probably been to the low of suicide and is still realistically completely unhappy with her life
The lecture was unneeded.
if your really thinking of suicide ideation, seek help from your family members or someone close to you. Maybe even call a suicide hotline. Please do, try to find something relaxing to do. There is always help and hope out there. I care for you and hope you find a way to get in a better place.

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thanks my man cj56

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Do you see a therapist soon? Do they offer crisis appointments? If so, you should try to get in to see someone so you can work through this depression for your health’s sake.

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thanks zombiepupper