I don’t trust happiness.
Iget this feeling sometimes when I’m happy like when’s the other shoe going to drop. Waiting for the next.bad thing to happen or.depression to come along. I don’t let myself enjoy the happiness for long because of my worry and anxiety.
This thread is depressing…because I must monitor my happiness…I can’t trust it either…its difficult for me to tell happyness from being overly manic…I feel for you…
I feel that way often, @PinCushion. Like happiness is a denial of all that’s wrong with the world. Happy people aren’t better or even more positive; they’re blind. I’ve been unhappy so much of my life that I’m not sure I know how to be happy. I’m happy for moments, but never for extended periods of time… I guess that’s a shame? I don’t know any different.
Lets call @shutterbug in the game.
(Get the popcorns @flameoftherhine)

I wouldn’t go so far as to say I don’t trust Happiness, but it’s hard to stay Vigilant while I’m Happy. It’s too easy say “I can handle this! I’m OK!” or make Connections that aren’t entirely real. Sometimes you just gotta say Screw It though. Get out of your Head for a while and Have Fun. Life isn’t supposed to be All Good or All Bad.
Changing the World requires Effort from us All. Let me know when you guys are ready and I’ll be there. Until then I’m gonna work on me…
I get so mad at times that i curse everything including my own happiness and anything good… Thats how i relate
If someone wants to be miserable, that’s their business. I’m not getting sucked into the quagmire. Have better things to invest my time into.
i live for happiness, its the only thing that keeps me going, happiness is my life
(so why am i so sad)
