I want to die so that I could stop burdening people with my physical illness. I don’t want my family to suffer anymore.
I turned my brother away from helping saying that I felt uncomfortable when he helps me.
I asked my mom to stop massaging me and told her that I could massage myself, even though my shoulders are on fire from using the crutches.
I didn’t ask my dad for help because I knew he is tired.
I am not even sure if I will ever get better. I’m actually not very hopeful. I want my family to be spared from taking care of me.
I’m so tired and I want my family to live freely.