Many years ago a very “real” an odd circumstance happened to me which required me to seek help. After help, the psychiatrist said I had symptoms related to schizophrenia. But, also had many symptoms that proved I did not have it. I tried a drug, do not remember the name, and it made me “zombie” like. He apologized and I said I did not want to be dependent on a drug. And then everything was fine for the next 8 years.
Now then, I fear I am in a situation, somewhat similar, that is causing me much grief. It is absolutely crazy and would either mean I am in a prolonged episode with a delusional reality or something absolutely ridiculous is happening to me which renders me with little control.
Anyways, I am stuck in my current situation for a time. Financial reasons. I am looking for a pharmaceutical which pretty much blocks my receptors and prevents new connections being made in my mind. I need something for about 4-6 months.
I honestly would prefer something that could be taken whenever I find myself in an environment which can cause me problems (my work many times). Something that I can take whenever an episode presents itself.
So, to sum it up, I am looking for a short term drug that will limit my minds activity and pretty much turn me “zombie” like. Ideally, I would like it to be taken as needed. Not an everyday type thing.
Is there such thing in the anti-psychotic pharmaceutical world? Or will I just need to accept the fact that, for the time being, I will have to take a pill everyday then undo the dosage that was done in that time frame.
Any recommendations would be quite helpful. Thanks for reading!