I dont think im human

i’ve always been curious by everything. dumb with everyone, hard to understand empathy, i had to read medical books to make friends when i was in elementary. i just feel so so fake,
like im not from here, i dont fit in here!

and honestly i want to go home. cuz earth isnt my home. i really want to go home!!! i cry at night, i dont think its a delusion anymore, it cannot be this isn’t my home!

i miss my freiends from the dream world. i dont have irl friends. only characters from comics and that appear as halllucinations! i want to cry now!! why??me…

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Are you on meds @itcantcomequicklyenough ?

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Im sorry your feeling sad. Youd be surprised how many humans feel disconnected with no friends and it does alienate you. I also have no emotions or pleasure in anything which is a negative symptoms of schizophrenia.

You will get through this just find your thing that keeps you going. Eg your family

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yes but no, my mom only gives me when she sees im sad or angry, im numb almsot… all the time

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You have to take meds everyday for them to help

Speak to your doctor about feeling numb

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i really want to go home. i like to believe this is not a delusion…

U need to take your meds.

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take your ap meds every day when prescribed and you won’t feel bad anymore.

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