i’ve always been curious by everything. dumb with everyone, hard to understand empathy, i had to read medical books to make friends when i was in elementary. i just feel so so fake,
like im not from here, i dont fit in here!
and honestly i want to go home. cuz earth isnt my home. i really want to go home!!! i cry at night, i dont think its a delusion anymore, it cannot be this isn’t my home!
i miss my freiends from the dream world. i dont have irl friends. only characters from comics and that appear as halllucinations! i want to cry now!! why??me…
Im sorry your feeling sad. Youd be surprised how many humans feel disconnected with no friends and it does alienate you. I also have no emotions or pleasure in anything which is a negative symptoms of schizophrenia.
You will get through this just find your thing that keeps you going. Eg your family