I feel they are really important to me. Unfortunately I don’t remember them. Then again like a cycle have to go through all those experiences again to experience such resolved thoughts.
SZ sucks.
You’re talking about the people you talked when you were in psychosis ?
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Nope, it’s what I spoke in the forum.
Like for this, I need to think like that.
And for thoughts like that we need to be like that.
Back to back engagement in work.
I have totally forgotten self.
Now I have to repeat the whole cycle to experience.
And realise what I am doing right now is wrong.
One thing is for sure. Getting engaged in something I am loosing who I am / was.
It’s a hard feeling to feel like you’re losing yourself
I advice you to try to find things that make you happy(hanging out with friends, watching comedy, hobbies you have/had), talk to a therapist or friend/family when you need, try to meditate when it makes you anxious
Hopefully you’ll feel better soon
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I wanna do all this but somewhere something is either missing or wrong. It doesn’t allow me to participate
It’s like a feeling of emptiness ?
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Yes emptiness is present when I socialize or do any personal stuff. When my parents fall ill, I am just panicked. And fear of losing out everything I love.
I have only my parents. Without them I am nothing.
But when I am professionally engaged I have no time to think! I am just spending time in things I don’t know if it makes sense.
I feel all this drill down to my character. But I read somewhere that SZ takes away ones character.
I now have no character at all. I am like water now just flowing through time.
Funny thing is I just remembered even if I am water flowing through time, water can cut through mountains.
Or should I be like water 
if I am able to direct the flow I think I can get the things done.
If your posts here are that special to you @Mentality perhaps you should bookmark them or save a copy for yourself? It would save you from feeling stressed later on.
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I feel empty sometimes too
I tried to look for answers on the web it says it’s because you’re unhappy with something in your life so I guess the remedy is to change some things in your life
Honestly I’m not sure, I asked my psychiatrist once what should I do and she didn’t answer
For the fear of losing out what you love, I advice you to do mindfulness to live in the present and stop stressing yourself about something you can’t control
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