No idea at the moment.
I don’t even know if I want to live forever…
Feeling really pathetic though I’m not…
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How can I even have a child when it might get depressed ocd and schizophrenia??
Wtf…
How can I turn this way of thinking upside down.
If I don’t know my purpose then I don’t know my direction. So it’s quite a significant question about that.
So if I don’t believe in eternity then wat about all those (poteially everyone else) who do. Will they be eternal but I won’t?
And what about infinity in maths and it’s odd behaviour there? How does that maybe connect
Just asking the real questions…
Your questions are all real too.
I want to be + but I don’t know my vision. So I don’t know wat to be + about.
Lol or is it lol.???
I think my purpose is just to keep improving at anything and everything in life. To go on in life without trauma. To find the good in people. To find things on this earth that I want to last as long as I’m living. Good things and good feelings that I want to last as long as I’m living. And enjoy every day.
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Yea I agree with u that it’s good, to feel good. 
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I’m beginning to think my purpose is to help positively contribute to life.
To the bigger picture in time and in space.
I don’t think I will be in the actual bigger picture in time and in space. And I don’t want to be.
Because I don’t feel that I belong In it.
Thanks universe… Much appreciated…
Anyways…
It is what it is.
Joy is supposedly about immense acceptance.
I can relate to dark energy…
It doesn’t seem to have a purpose but it does affect gravity.
I am nothing.
I will develop a relationship with this energy. Talk to it about my feelings.
Maybe it will respond to me because it can relate to me.
I need someone to vent to.
I think it’s a waste of time to vent to ppl…
bro it seems like you are experiencing phycosis. I hope you get well 
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You are very positive to me. Your contributions help me go forward, I appreciate you. I don’t want to focus on dark things anymore. But I do like venting. I told my therapist that I actually like arguing. He didn’t value arguing. I don’t like boxing myself in to any truth. I stay as open minded as I can.
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Yea we are all unique. Vent as much as u need 
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I want to vent all this love I am feeling. I know sometimes it isn’t about love at all. Love is so good and bad at the same time. I just value doing things I love only. I have to learn to value doing things when I don’t love doing them.
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Yea it’s hard to talk about positive things sometimes because they can be quite fragile words
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You’re doing great though. You try your best don’t be so hard on yourself 
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