Everywhere i go i feel excluded. Im always told to talk more, open up more, people like me. So i try. I reach out and get an inch back maybe. Its blantantly obvious people exclude me all the time. Im never invited anywhere. Even to things that was supposed to include me. I feel like i have no one to rely on but myself. I dont know if im strong enough. People tell me all the time how nice i am, seems its all i have to offer. I know the problem is me. I cant stand this isolation. I cant stand feeling like my own boyfriend doesnt include me. I am so sick of myself i am so sick of the world. Its going to â– â– â– â– for people like me. I dont have the strength. Im going to lose this battle. Its just a matter of time
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Well, that’s no small thing; there’s a lot of people who are not nice. People like people who are nice.
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I would hang with you irl. I think you’re nice and you are good at writing lyrics.
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When I reflect on the times in my life when I felt the most lonely and excluded,
I was like 90% doing it to myself.
I’m not saying that’s the case with you,
But it’s worth investigating.
I’m frequently not a good friend.
Only in very recent years have I become better.
It’s not intentional.
I’m not mean to my friends,
I just don’t stay in good touch and don’t show enough interest in their lives.
You have to kind of interject yourself back into people’s lives and work in order to maintain relationships.
That said,
I don’t think your boyfriend treats you right.
You’ve felt neglected by him a lot more than you should.
I realize you are in a poly relationship,
But I think you shouldn’t feel like that regardless.
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I’m going through a lot of similar feelings right now it feels like the world is slowly turning against me and it hurts
We have to try and stay strong and hope for better days
I know it’s hard
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[ Waves hi from the corner. ]
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I dont think hes intentionally doing anything but it feels like he just doesnt communicate things to me. Were talking it over now and i have a better understanding of whats going on, but it seems he thinks i should know things hes not communicating, he is autistic as well and that can be a huge issue for us.
You sound really nice and I would be ur friend IRL. I try learning from my past mistakes. I did an astro tarot reading in 2022 and I decided to just listen to the higher intuition and flow with the advice given…it said 2022 is going to be a bad time to be loud political and just go with the flow–2023 toward the end there is going to be a positive Game-Changing event, so i labeled 2023 the year of Game-Changers…2023 is like flow-medium, go with the flow, make subtle positive changes or big ones but its always the quality of our choices that makes the difference.
It takes a lot to reach out to people. Maybe you’re not reaching out to the right sources? I was always told Im too nice and that Im a pushover, those same people got pretty mad when I started putting myself first…people get jealous too…being nice is a good quality dont dim your light for others either…
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