I’m sorry you got triggered I hope you can get some rest and feel better!! Thank you for responding!!
Seems like your having a problem with feeling worthy of love? Do you have low self esteem?
I cannot feel positive emotions on my meds, maybe meds aren’t the cause? Its been years and im pretty clueless now to why i have little emotion
Sometimes I feel unworthy of love but overall I’ve gotten a lot better about that.
It’s more like
Someone: tells/shows me they love me*
Me: ok cool this person loves and cares about me and values me
-5 minutes goes by and we part ways
Me: … but what if they don’t
That is quite understandable. Not strange, with your background. I’m happy you no longer feel unworthy altogether. It’s normal that it’s still difficult like that.