I didn’t know that it’s about freedom to choose, i had no clue, everything i did was randomly selected for being more diverse as for doing things that i liked accepted as being good choices that i did in the past.
I think I was wrong now that i learned that the way to being more spiritual it’s the most important thing in this life and the following lifes that will come in future.
I have choose to learn more about spiritual ways of the religion i am part of Christian Orthodox and my wish is to become a monk if they will accept a mentally ill person idk yet.
The idea of becoming more strong in belief calmes me down and i feel more peaceful knowing it is a step closer to do the right thing by sacrificing my humble spirit to guide other’s lives.
Choosing to be a small part of the spiritual things gives me hope and relief thinking i might have take a good decision for my fiuture. I am not going to talk more about this bc of site rules. So bye 4 now