I cut again today

i couldn’t help it had a crisis at home. voices yesterday argument today. I was frenzied, ashamed. my poor husband doesn’t deserve this. I need a psychologist.

Hang in there, you’re not alone.
What are voices telling you?
You probably need a tweak in medication. What are you currently on?

Best wishes.

I hope he will support you in a time of crisis – that’s his role and responsibility.

Self-harming means you are at a crisis stage. Suggest going to an emergency room and asking for an admission. You need to be in a safe environment.

Sending hugs.and best wishes.

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Oh Saadiqah you should really go to the hospital. It’s a safe environment and you’ll get better. I don’t know if what you need now is a psychologist, you’re in a crisis.

Please take care of yourself.

Yes it’s probably time to go to the Hospital.

Best of luck to you.

Its like a storm - it comes and goes. Today I had a calmer day, yesterday was just a bad argument that led to my cutting. I told hubby I wanted to kill myself and I took a knife to my arm, but I didn’t show him. I cut three times on the wrist, but was too cowardly to cut deep. Other two cuts further up my arm were deeper, have a plaster on them now. I have an urge to cut more in the future, but thinking of hubby stops me. The voices sometimes say I must cut to prove I am real, but yesterday it wasn’t them that provoked me it was the argument. The other morning I was making eggs for hubbys breakfast when the voices told me to put my hand on the hot pan, I was upset but didn’t do it. Later the voices went away. I am in the process of getting back on my prescribed dosage, but need psychologist to help me cope with everyday life. I am going to ask my psychiatrist to refer me back to the state hospital I was at before her, to see a psychologist there. I don’t know if an admission is necessary or what, but I will see what she says.

I feel you. I woke up with a big cut on my arm Friday, I don’t even remember doing it. I’m finally being medicated now thankfully