like me. Or like they hate me. I even feel like some people are talking about me behind my back. And I feel like most people’s only true interest in me is their interest in my resources. I feel like everyone shuns and avoids me. Especially irl.
I was told over 20 years ago that all this would happen: that I would be shunned, hated, and treated cruelly by everyone in order that I could get into closer communication with someone. And this has, and is happening. I can’t say who this person is though.
I really like seeing you on the forum.
I definitely don’t dislike you.
I feel like the nearby neighbourhoods bully vibe me.
They exclude me while pretending to include me.
They devalue me as worthless trash to disrespect and look down at .
Supress me and are horrible and stuck up thinking they are superior and perfect.
Paranoia and fear is the root of our illness
The details are all different and some some but the underlying thread for all of us is the same. So I can’t invalidate what you are experiencing
Skinny you are a wonderful person who’s been doing so well that I wonder if I will manage my illness as well as you one day.
Despite what you have lived through and lost you personally have shown me I should keep going.
Maybe people love you for more than your resources. You have more to offer than what you think.
My first interaction with you was you criticing my art and that it or I was anti-woman. I wasn’t mad. I thought deeply about what you said because many woman have told me similar thoughts on my art.
Oh, that’s interesting what you say about other women criticizing your art as antiwoman and its not just me. Because I tend to see misogyny most everywhere I look in our culture. And it tends to make me very angry. (No hard feelings between you and I). @Kxev
Yes. It is always a omg it’s true moment when I get called out. Because I perpetuate it through art. I understand over the years more and more and even a recent depiction of a woman of art I made from 2018 I see it. If you look missed it. I just realized yeah I can see again misogyny. I posted in an art thread recently
I feel this way as well that most people hate me than those who like me I have had run ins with people whom I dont know who either stare or glare at me if looks could
Kill those kind of looks and shaking of the head and occasional eye rolls when they see me dont understand this at all if Im hated that much why come around me at all just to give evil looks oh they make it known Im not liked Sometimes I bring the worst out of some people who are probably nice people around other people just not me if that makes sense?I on the other hand ignore block and walk away and not even give much notice to them. Thats what they want me to do acknowledge them or their existence I do notice the looks I get used to bother me not as much anymore or at all depends on my mood really also I feel people are talking about me behind my back and some may talk about me when Im around but I choose to not hear them like I said ignore block and walk away
I get like this, too. I always feel like people are constantly plotting against me, for whatever reason my mind makes up. It usually is in connection with a delusion I have, but not all the time. Sometimes I think people for real don’t like me, but the Beatitudes help with that. Love thy enemies, do good to them which hate you and despitefully use you.
Thank you for your civility and kindness, @Kxev. I know that you could have said a lot of mean things in response and you didn’t. That is kind of you. I appreciate it.
I actually hope that we can be friends. As one LGBTQIA person to another?
