And by can’t move I mean I’m not moving. I am sitting here becoming more and more stressed about all the things I want to get done it’s making me nauseous and my body will not get up and start going.
I hate when my mind and my body don’t work together.
I’m sorry you’re struggling! I just woke up for the second time hoping that today will be good. My bf is off work today, so it might be a struggle for my computer all day. lol
Monday’s probably just automatically suck for everyone because the world has a “yay for Fri sat sun!!” Perspective. But it’s still really hard when we feel this way.
I want to be productive. But I also want to like -Sabrina the teenage witch- my way through life just pointing my finger and things get done.
Do you and your bf have any plans for the day? Do you guys go on hikes or play games together?
My husband turned to me before walking out the door and said “if you don’t accomplish a single thing today I hope you know that would be okay” and then left.
That for some reason made me want to do even more. Like is it obvious I’m struggling just to be alive. Ugh.
Aside from the fact that one of my garbage bags broke on the way to the outside dumpster and about twenty bloody tampons fell all over the ground in front of my house. While I’m still wearing my bathrobe, I had to scramble to pick them all up.
We’re out in the mountains and run on septic so that stuff has to be trashed.
Just another super classy story for my neighbors to tell about their weirdo next door.
We were gonna go to the beach sometime today, since we’re moving out of this town on Sunday. I have to be back in my home state soon to get better treatment for my issues.
I know what you mean about the productivity. I hate wasting my days but also feel stuck and unable to do anything.
I understand that. I went with my children to two birthday parties this weekend and found it very difficult to talk with the other parents. Thinking back I didn’t talk to a single parent I hadn’t already known and that was probably just to say hi. I
Stick to my kids like glue. Upside is they think I’m the coolest mom and want me to play with them and their friends. Downside- I will never make my own friends.
I hope it’s okay that I laughed very hard at this story. I love relatable awful moments. Where you’re like hahaha YUP ive had that happen before!
We also run on septic and have so many dogs and raccoons go through our trash so it’s either garbage piles up in my mudroom and stinks to high heaven or is torn apart outside.
Thank you I figure I will eventually get up and attempt something and I’m hoping whatever that something is it brings me a sense of accomplishment and motivation to keep going or at least feel better about not being a superhuman.
Thank you! And yes. I mean I could give myself a break I suppose like I got my kids to the bus on time fed and clean wth healthy lunches. That’s like the most important part of my day.
Keep kids alive and thriving
I also have this like vision of me like going that extra step in my business. Making a better website. Or contacting more potential clients. And then none of that ever happens lmao