I am so tired of this carousel

Well in two hours I see my pdoc. I want to stay on abilify and lexapro. I don’t think any medicine will get rid of the paranoia that’s More of mind control or whatever I can’t stand this ■■■■ anymore.

Tell your doctor everything. Be honest with them.


Well he finally followed me to the living room.

The floor is creaking but no footsteps sounds like body weight.

Now there’s walking. Relief

Obscenities yaaasy

Well an hour to go. I hate buses.

Bus rides are like a trip to la-la-land for me, all the thought-synching with people talking is just too much.

I know not a dependable means of going to pdoc and being on time