I am scared of my brain the way I speak

Unusual Beliefs
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I wish I have not recovered :sob:

I feel I spoke more to my parents…

They always fight and I said something things to them.

They became very silent.

I am scared of my brains capability.

I wish I was mad as hell and admitted to a hospital.

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For the first time in history :smile: :sweat_smile::pensive::sob::eyes:

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They just triggered my mind. Like how I spoke to my HR and they said how did you become so smart while when I worked I was a fool.

Now too it happened when they triggered me. I just said a lie that is like a Bait :mouse_trap: and they fell for it. And became silent.

I feel sorry for them, that they are hurt.

But I had to lie. Else this will persist and continue fighting till the end.

But the main thing I am worried right now is what are they going to do now ? It’s like a huge trap that is big as an elephant pit.

They are right now inside it. Should I speak to them ? And tell it was a lie ?

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I told my dad it’s a lie going to tell my mom too edit: (Done)

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I hope you feel better. Maybe the way you spoke to your parents when they fight is how you reacted, that’s like me too. I try to say or not say things to make the situation better. My problem is I was born with a healthy brain and it’s sad when because of what I go through I feel sometimes like I can’t think or speak :confused:.

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The thing is how quickly I forget.

Everyone is now normal back to family life.

Now I wonder are family acting as a family or true self is the anger within :thinking: