I REALLY, REALLY want to do this course I have been wanting to do this for ages. But feelings have dulled down so much, I feel excited to do it but at the same time it’s a different kind of excitement. I am also nervous. Normally if I get excited about something I get very impulsive. I am surprised I still have not booked the course and and taking my time to decide when, where and how I want to study.
But I have come to a decision and I am still going to sit on the decision before parting with my money.
There is a huge amount of risk involved with what I have to do. I have to sell my house just before I go off to uni. I am a bit worried that something will happen, like I fail the course just having sold my house, or the sale falls through, and I have to go off to uni, but I would have no way of paying the rent if I did that. It is something I am pretty set on, I just have to take the gamble.
We are on the same boat … also worried slightly about how i will cope as things can go either way… its normal to feel anxious starting something new but if we want it badly enough its a risk we are prepared to take… what are you thinking of studying ?
Yeah, Im 32. I will be staying in student accommodation too. I think it sounds interesting to me though, I think maybe my life will get a bit more interesting hanging around with new people in an environment like that though.
Thats sounds amazing I wish I had done that years ago when I had the opportunity when at uni …
I guess for me that although it can go either way I don’t want to live with the regret of not trying… because you don’t know if you don’t give things a chance