I really feel so much guilt being with her,I am happy I married her,but I am not in her life.I didn’t asked her how she feel,what she does…I am just a loner who cannot relate…maybe it’s best I should be alone instead of tying up someone else.
I had a aunty whom is not married,I felt if I end up like her it will be a nightmare.I thought I am always not facing what I am afraid the most…I mean maybe she is happier then me?
I had too much anxiety,and my personality is shy and avoidance.I really want to do something for her…I am providing her a living while she is not working now cause of the lockdown.I am not available emotionally
I can’t really comment since I do not have a wife or am married but all I can say is you two share a legal marriage certificate and will remain husband and wife until you two die. (hopefully no divorce)
How long have you known your wife before you married her?
During lockdown,my wife would wake up at 6am because her mum/dad would wake her up to help them do chore/work,I would still be sleeping until 12pm-2pm.I never go out of the room unless I need to refill water,she would come in the room once In a while to talk and check on me.I sleep normally at 2-3am