Well, I guess this would be the last time I revolve public discussion on myself.
I am not opening up to almost everyone. Maybe it is because of childhood trauma? Or the bad news I heard about bad people everywhere?
It seems like I am not good in expressing my feelings, and I already know why. I want to safeguard my heart, because I believe we live in an unsafe world.
But I want to change. Maybe this post will gone in 14 days and I will start accepting others?
Having things in common with other members definitely helps me. While many of us share a sz/sza dx our life experiences are radically different. I would love to fully open up with everyone and minimalize any friction but that gives me the jitters by thinking how high my stress level will jump.
Thank you for your comment. I agree and I want to take the opportunity to open up with you-- I apologize for my comment several days ago on your sane/insane thread. I was posting that during midnight in a dark bedroom. I am sorry if that comment made you uneasy.
I heard someone said that over-communication is not healthy.
Thank you and I wasn’t worried though. I also need to be mindful of what I write to folks on here. What I think may be funny can seriously hurt someone. I want to be a better person in many respects but I fail and fall daily.
Thanks. We’ll get there. But I learned somewhat slowly that I need to adjust my attitude in relation to my expectations of people on this forum. I tend to see a name and an avatar but tend to forget their is a person on the other end.