I am currently stranded in my wife’s country and each passing day I am feeling it’s becoming more and more difficult.I am depress and also getting a lot of negative thoughts.I am still on antipsychotic,today it will be the six month I am continuously on them.
While stranded at my wife’s house,I had to communicate with her siblings and parent especially.My problem is not the language but that I am just asocial.I don’t want to talk and never feel good about opening up.I fear being judged,being ridiculed.I wish I had a plane to fly me back to Malaysia tomorrow,a change might make me feel better :,(